Saturday, April 14, 2007
so many things happened and i don't know where to start.
last fri, good friday. it was good, literally. watched Because You Said So. wasn't that bad...but i guess it's still more worth it to watch on a normal non-public holiday weekday. haha. then off to play some hide-and-seek and hid at clarke quay. haha! ok spent a totally enjoyable day there. window shopped, sat down, talk, enjoy the night view. ((: although it's a bit early, it's still ought to be remembered la...right? ((:
saturday! yay cos now it's not compulsory for me to train on saturdays, i get to sleep more! cheers! then off to watch TMNT. lol i think i was too tired or something. i almost dozed off! but lucky never la. (: not bad la the show. i err...actually laughed at some parts ok. i don't usually laugh when i watch animations. something's wrong with me. ahah. then off to JTS! omg. i laughed like siao. like for around 45min? lol. i couldn't drink my soup and eat my pizzas in peace la. their lame jokes ah...can compete with mark krygsman and ryan thong's alr. haha! thanks to arkar (spelling?) (and his spongebob laughter) and josiah. i laughed until full. then the juniors paid quite a lot and we felt bad so we STJ them! at swensens. lol i sat with arkar and josiah again! this time everyone at my table played with the dry ice. arkar and josiah took photos of them inhaling the gas la. like seriously, how mature is that? haha. enjoyable night! ((: OH! i hope the chocs came as a lovely surprise! (:
monday...soccer match! vjc against hci. omg boring boring boring ok! tian ah. but vj won! if they didn't score a goal, i'll just die man...waste my time. haha.
actually this week like nothing much la. just that im shooting like crap during trainings. and HomeTeam NS shoot is on this sunday and im standing next to Kai Lin! haha! so qiao! oh well.
don't know what's wrong with this month. like it's cursed or something. everything bad is happening to my class. so many conflicts here and there. within class and even within cliques. haiyah. i also don't know what to say la. just treat people nicely and people will also be nice to you la! is it so difficult to treat people with respect? he may be over sensitive but don't you ever realise that you're in the wrong too?! please don't think that you're always right. reflect and change your attitude! piangs.
im not directing at anyone okay. think whatever that you want.
B for PW and im very very contented with it. congrats to those with A and to those with C, don't be sad! it's okay (:
tomorrow will be a better day!
i was blue-d at 12:08:00 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
a weekly update! (:
omg wednesday. freaking mass PE. thanks to the rain. do push ups until arms no strength. so i couldn't train. like thanks ah.
thursday...training. oh man. i could hardly lift up my arms cos they were aching like mad from PE. felt so lousy so i didn't finish training. thank you for bearing with my bad mood and for giving in to me...<3
got back 3/5 of CT results. passed all 3. improved for 2 but chem did not. oh wells. no hope of passing econ but hopefully can scrape an E for GP. but aiyah quite difficult. haha! remedials! ((:
most exciting part of the week! MARCH MONTHLY SHOOT! oh tian. haha my first series was like crap! coach called me out. told me to change my focus and stuff. it helped la! yay. haha but third series was super lousy also! 76, 90, 74, 96! oh man. like some pattern la. where's the consistency! boo. haha. at least i learnt from this monthly shoot! ((:
i'll stand by you <3
i was blue-d at 10:55:00 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
yay! i sort of love surprises! haha.
light sapphire earrings! <3
i was blue-d at 9:26:00 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
hmm...let's rewind.
12 march was really enjoyable.
The Pursuit of Happyness. ok...it may not be a great movie. but it's quite touching to see how a child is able to motivate his parent. oh well. after dinner...a walk along
marina bayfront. i was wondering what's so nice about that place...so many people (smoking! tsk) but it's really nice to spend some quiet time there with ur loved one. sit there and think. <3
13 march. went to school for
training. after not shooting for around 3 weeks...my grouping was reasonable. i was quite happy with it some more! with like 14 out of 30 shots in 9ring. aiyah what more can i ask for. (: haiyo can i please be a little more consistent...
14 to 16 march.
Air Rifle Camp. hohoho. the first camp that doesn't feel like a camp. the attendance was quite disappointing la. and i couldn't accept the reasons that most of them gave. oh well. studies may be more important to others...but at least have some break la! study for 365 days...not sian meh?! the most memorable part of the camp...hmm it has to be getting attacked by SOOO MANY guys during the
finding-flags game. omg. so scary can. the guys came from all directions. i ran around the first level at least 3 times trying to escape from them. but still cannot la. how to run faster than guys! i screamed until the people in the AO came out to see. they thought smth happened to me la. haha. the
amazing race...haha spent sooo much time travelling. but my group ah...really took it easy. since we're alr last, just stayed at vivo for a nice lunch and slowly strolled back. haha.
BBQ! omg i ate sooo many buffalo wings and otah and hotdogs. lol. totally killed my throat. my throat was screaming for help the whole night. and someone was trying to stop me from eating but haha im stubborn. (: omg
SAW 3 at night. kill me pls. i was trying to sleep during the movie but cannot la! so my eyes was closed 99.9% of the time. chiu yee was hiding behind her guitar. haha! and so many people fell asleep! (with some ppl snoring) haha.
GOOD JOB TO THE ORGANISERS! xin ku le!
17 march! saturday! my fav day of the week <3. color="#ff9900">amk hub...walked a few rounds, then went to popular and rotted there. (: i want tt 100 love songs CD!
talked a little to min ning and pei fang during BBQ. hmm...5 days training a week is average. i believe i can do it. but...must not neglect school work. how! plus step up physical training. no problem running la...but gym?! seriously...haiyo. j2 life is hectic. with so many commitments (for some of us), learning to prioritise is impt. i believe all of us can do it...yes?
my parents are complaining that i spend too much time in the range and not studying. thinking back...why train so hard? actually i dunno la. was it even a right choice to come vj? seeing my cj frens, all so happy and they know like almost everyone in their level. it's just so different for me. really makes me wonder...what do i really want? but too late to regret. but nvm. im really happy with my small group of friends here. and im thankful for them. they kept me sane for 1 yr here.
some of us are so caught up in our own stuff that we neglect others. i hope i didn't...i always try not to neglect others. if i look as though im avoiding you, im really sorry...perhaps im too engrossed in my own things that i did not pay much attention to the people around me. pls understand? i don't avoid people who i regard as friends...i don't dislike you or anything k! really sorry for giving u this impression that i'm avoiding you!
i think im drowning.
i miss my girlfriends. i miss life back in st nicks. CHERYL! im going to see you next sunday! <3
love you, so please bear with my mood swings. and all will be fine.
i was blue-d at 1:21:00 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
ok im finally updating...cos shun yuan keeps bugging me! haha ok maybe not.
hmm actually i can't remember much cos of my STM. haha. i only remember...i ponned training for around 2 weeks just to mug. but aiyah apparently it's not much of a use la. just look at my CTs...oh man. totally gone case la. haha. maybe my sciences got a bit of hope of passing. but cannot hope for too much...
期望越高,失望越大! yeps. but it's the first time i feel that i can pass physics la...so it's quite an achievement alr. haha. thanks to
MR CHOW and
EUGENE! ((:
but who cares...CTs over! (i know im a bit slow) holidays are here! (when are holidays ever really holidays? hmm what am i talking? nvm.) the best way to start the holidays is by falling sick la. seriously. must be cos of all the chocs tt i ate while studying. heh. fever halfway thru physics paper. haha how nice. (: lucky i was finishing the paper alr. yesterday someone forced me to drink so much water la. haha. ((:
the past few weeks have been really stressful. but i also had a fair share of happy moments. (: you made things bearable. haha. (:
im looking forward to march camp and the rest of the hols! (:
3 more days!
saturday is like the nicest day of the week! haha (:
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁你是我的专属天使唯我能独占没有谁能取代你在我心上拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望
i was blue-d at 1:03:00 PM
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
mr chan released the bad news to us during assembly this morning. i almost cried la (even though i don't know her at all). tian ah. we were still very optimistic yesterday, hoping that everything will be fine for her. reminds me of how fragile life is. cherish the people around you...you never know what will happen the next moment.
but on a lighter note, today is a super super happy day. why? haha i'll keep it to myself. (then why am i typing this in the first place...actually i also don't know. im crapping alr. haha.)
oh NTU invitational shoot! joshua, shun yuan, eugene and i went down to SAFRA Yishun to support the shooters! and i got to see CHERYL KHOOOO! miss her! oh and coach asked us to observe the super zai female pistol shooter. omg. her 10s are like right smack in the middle or smth la. rocks. oh man. haha. (:
it's raining so heavily now. perfect weather for me to sleep la. but cannot! STUPID CTs! i'm hungry and i just finished one whole bar of chocolate. SO SWEET! later kena diabetes ah...AHEM AHEM. ((:
love love!
i was blue-d at 6:40:00 PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
(: study session today! heehee. at least i started a bit on Group 7, more than half of all the organic and did some chem qns. (:
although it rained like crap today (i ran in the rain cos i lent my umbrella to someone who forgot to bring), i still had a great day!
i'm a happy girl everyday! (:
pleasant surprise (: blessed; music of my heart
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