Monday, July 26, 2004
it's really funny to talk to benjamin. he never fail to make me laugh when im sad. his jokes are really...cold~ he's such a lamer. really dunno whether to cry or laugh when chatting wif him. however...his suanings have no limit so tt's how he piss me off sometimes. but listening to what he says make u feel a little happier. (:
when you are sad...call benjamin! his lame-ness cheers you up...
when you are bored...talk to benjamin! he'll entertain you with all his lame jokes...
haha...like promoting him liddat...haha
Thank You di for cheering me up and entertaining me when im bored! You ROCK! glad to have a nice DI like you (: let's aim for the same JC and u can freeze me everyday with ur jokes. haha. be prepared to cheer me up everyday from nxt week onwards! haha.
i was blue-d at 5:19:00 AM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
im sad....very hurt. almost lost a friend. heart shattered when he said those stuff. dint wanna end a friendship liddat. why did things turn out to be this way? why? jus cos of some misunderstandings and im dragged into all these. i dun wanna lose a friend...im someone who treasure friends...
i was blue-d at 11:10:00 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
"You Raise Me Up" by Josh Groban
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.
There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be
i was blue-d at 1:28:00 AM
sigh...im feeling very sad now...really dunno what to do...
today was supposedly a very happy day but some things just have to occur just to spoil my day. stupid sitting arrangement. im sitting in between 2 ppl who i dun like larhs. sigh...why liddat...u can say tt im bias larhs. but i jus dun like them. haix. i'll go mad one day sitting with them. i get stressed up very easily and now im sitting beside a prig...wun i get even more stressed?! my row rocks larh...kao. natasha, cinli and xiao ting are sitting together in my row..they wun be able to keep quiet and that bernice chia will start SHH-ing and i cant stand it when she does tt!! urgh! i would rather sit in the front row, in front of the tcher, breathing in all the chalk dust than sitting THERE! i would rather isolate myself, sit alone in a corner of a classroom. haiz...now most people are happy with the bloody sitting arrangement larh and now im so bloody hell miserable. the monitors will regret this sitting arrangement. now most of them are sitting with people who they can completely get along with and the noise level is sure to rise [tchers start to complain] and tt bernice chia is gonna SSSHHHH and when she does tt, my face will turn black and i'll be pissed the whole day and i'll jus snap at anyone. i need to eat some anti-stress pills everyday if not u will not see me alive by the end of the year. died of stress. sitting in between them will shorten my life. and the eunice that u know now will end up crying everyday either cos of stress or too pissed off.
broke down when i heard my sitting arrangement. my nightmare came true. prayed so hard day and night tt i wun sit bedside her and now....haiz. walked out of school with chiku today. started cursing someone on the way out. i really cant stand it already. said the "F" word so many times today. broke my own record. got home, ate my lunch and called qing wen. i needed to talk to someone so that i wun explode. he listened to me complain and cry for almost 1hr.
Thanks! then i fell aslp...after a while my di
calledsmsed to apologise for pissing me off the other day. (: he became the next victim for all my complainings. but he managed to stop me from crying with all his lame stuff. talked for around 1 1/2 hrs++
Thanks a lot DI!
july kinda sux. so many people pissed me off and so many stupid things happened. beginning to hate july, hate this year, hate this world....this world is just so unfair...why did things turn out to be this way...is it really like what my di said...it's my fate...my destiny? oh wells...im just unlucky....
at least i have my frens (:
a BIG THANK YOU to my DI, qing wen, piggy, chiku, suhui, sonya, charleen for asking me to stop crying cheer up and stuff! thank you qing wen, my di , piggy and chiku for puting up with all my complains...esp to qing wen and my di (: i love you! I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS....thanks for always being there when i needed someone most...
i must treasure my weekend...my last few days of peace...
i was blue-d at 12:16:00 AM
Monday, July 19, 2004
yoz...havent updated for quite some time and chiku is complaining. nth special happening...
FRI
went to watch the ELDDS production : un-bound. quite nice. went there wif suhui, melody, vinca, jiralda, jialing and their class ppl. we were "lost" in raffles hotel. haha. so funny. lift-phobia.
SAT
had to go chinny's house to do lit and our movie review. suppose to meet at 12.30pm but chinny was late for 1hr 23min. she broke weixiang and qing wen's timing added together. haha. cheryl went crazy while havng lunch. she almost puked her drink larhs. made me choke. haha. at chinny's hse, we only watched movie and dint do lit. die liaos. then at night when i was having my dinner....i saw HIM!! ashley!! haha. i was surprised tt he could recognise me. haha. he's still so energetic. he cut his hair! haha.
to baby: dont think too much liao ok? later ur sad all over again...): try to catch some sleep yeah? like what u've said to me...sleeping so late everyday is no good for health so u should rest even more than me...u havent been sleeping well for the past few days. u said ur confused...try to talk to someone...dun bottle everything up or u'll feel terrible. jus relax and try to sleep...
i was blue-d at 5:13:00 AM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
ORAL IS FINALLY OVER!!!! yay!! no more chi oral till next year!! haha. i can finally sleep in peace.
the topics were rather easy. wahaha. lucky. but it seems like i've very lil' things to say. like spend very lil' time in the room. the examiners were quite friendly. smiling all the way. i like the older examiner. she give me a very qin qie feeling...nice. i was freaking out before the oral. hands turned cold. started crying. stupid larhs. nv freak out liddat before lorhs. nvm..it's over. yepps. damn happy.
damn happy with my results for my chi test! haha.
stupid. it's jus a small mistake cos of my carelessness. issit so funny. everyone makes mistakes and im no exception. hmph. im not so smart can...bleh. -ignore you-
i was blue-d at 9:16:00 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
today i had the longest 3 hrs ever. it seems like forever. the talk was ultra boring. no one was listening. mayb only listen to the last speaker. he's so ego. kept praising himself. but on the whole, the talk was BORING. most ppl were smsing, talking and going toilet. haha. everyone was only waiting for reception. but...reception was only after the talk finished! tsk. almost fall aslp. the highlight of the whole thing is....WE SAW CHEN YU YAN!! she's back frm shanghai for a short stay. haha. kinda missed her. at least she marks our paper faster than chen xiu mei. haha. lucky no cath high guy recognises me. if not...haha.
off to study physics....prepared to fail.
i was blue-d at 9:06:00 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
Gender: Female
Meaning: Happy, Victorious
Origin: Greek
according to cheryl...tt's what EUNICE means. am i happy? no. forcing myself to be happy everyday. tired of life. hate it. feel so jaded. when im stressed...i break down very easily. im actually very stressed but how many ppl can tell tt im stressed? good actor ehh...acting everyday. everything's so rush. this week passed by so quickly. so many things due on Mon. mrs lai is very sickening. she wants to rehearse for the shit project work presentation on nxt Mon and i havent got all the bloody info yet. photos not edited cos can find auntie suan choo. very good. presentation WITHOUT any photos. video not editted although the tapes are already in the hands of the editors. VERY good. 15 min presentation WITHOUT anything. GOOD. mrs lai can go and rehearse on her own for all i care. what does she take us for? superwomen who are very very very free. she always use the freaking periods for project work to teach chemistry and she expects EVERYTHING FOR PROJECT WORK TO BE COMPLETED WITHOUT ANY DISCUSSION. good larh she. wth. im so bloody pissed lorhs. i dun mind the presentation without the photos and video cos those can be added in later. but the content for the presentation?! im doing it on my own again! sher min said she have cme project. as if i dun have liddat. pissed. for this whole bloody service learning thing i did most of the background work. damn. and wassup wif the sec 4 sports leaders. eileen is forcing me to go for ms oh's farewell cos shuting is ANGRY. so what if she's angry. she angry means i must go issit. she think the sec 3s so bloody free issit. think only the sec 4s have a lot of stuff issit. she doesnt noe how much work we have lorhs. im already have so much work until i wanna die and they still force me to go for some farewell at marche for 1hr++. i rather stay at home and do abit of my work during tt one hr lorhs. they postponed the farewell frm june till now cos ms oh's busy during the hols. fine. but now i have so many things to do and eileen's still forcing me to go. what's eileen's prob lorhs. "eunice....go larh...shuting angry lorhs". trying to suck up to the sec 4s.
a**. she's so bloody fake. she can jolly well represent all the sec 3 sport leaders and go for the farewell. i dun care. im not going no matter how they force me.
today after sch, i stood on my chair. it felt so nice to be standing so high up....how i wish everything could stop and let me have some rest...jaded.
i was blue-d at 10:45:00 PM
Thursday, July 08, 2004
updates? cant really rmb...hehs.
had to hand in eng argmuentative essay on tues so i chionged the whole of mon. did till 3am on tues. only had 2h45min of sleep. became super hyper the whole of tues. practically laughed at anything everything.
PE on wed was super funny. laughed and laughed while playing soccer. manz...laughed till i sat down on the grass. suhui and chiku were somehow injured by me. haha. i couldnt stand it and went over to join samneo and both of us continued laughing. samneo kicked the ball so hard tt her shoe followed the ball. it flew into the air. haha. laughed till i -pengx-! haha. then had chem after PE. got back test paper. results like shit. almost cry. but i kinda expected it so i wasnt as sad. but it was still badly done. haii. became damn sad after tt. benjamin said nvm cos i dint really study...oh wells...true to a certain extent. qingwen said treat it as a revision. haiz. but had maths after recess and it made me happy again. maths is like so funn. it makes me hyper. haha. had tuition in the evening. stupid qing wen smsed me some stupid news. IT WAS SO SCANDALOUS LORHS!!! cant stand it. it made charlotte and i hyper and gossipy. his junior arh...TSK TSK TSK! but i cant say wat it's abt. wahaha.
today's weather's very nice. cold. rained the whole day. was freezing in the new ava room. sher min switched off the air-con in the end as she dint noe how to lower the temp. haha. watched a small excerpt frm The Last Samurai. it was nice except for the killings part. then rotted for the whole of recess. had a talk by a lecturer frm NUS during assembly. was asking chooting to keep me awake although the speaker was funny. haha. then cca! went to the Singapore Conference Hall to view the exhibits for the syf arts. MY GOSH! some were REALLY REALLY REALLY SUPER NICE!! everyone should go view them. foo announced the results for the elections for the new comm jus before we went to view the exhibits.
CHAIRMAN: yan min *clap clap*
VICE-CHAIRMAN/WELFARE HEAD: xinlei *clap clap*
HEAD OF ART RM & EQUIPMENT: elaine *clap clap*
HEAD OF ARCHIVE & PUBLICITY: ME *clap clap*
HEAD OF GALLERY & DISPLAY: valine *clap clap*
yeah...haha. i wanna complain!! chen xiu mei marks our test paper slower than a snail!! more than a week liao. tsk! she even slower than cyy. grr. then she randomly select ppl to attend the chi talk and i so suay can...i kena. and the talk's on a SUNDAY!!! -pengx- then Sat have ms oh's farewell. at marche. dunno whether should go nots. broke like crapp. tues having 'O' Level chi oral. dies. the topics seem to be getting more and more difficult. haii...
everyone jia you together! and to my di: jia you for all ur tests nxt wk. but i guess u wun be as stressed as me. haha. dun worry about ur higher chi test. u sure can score well. u said u always score 70 & above. so u shouldnt worry abt ur nxt test although the previous test u dint do well. u are cleverer than me lorh. JIA YOU! believe in urself...
tata ppl~
i was blue-d at 9:12:00 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
first week of sch was kinda rush for me. slpt very late everyday. chen xiu mei is now our class chi tcher. she quite ok so far but she's strict. made me chiong my hol hmwk. then had chem and chi test. chem test die already. chi test was ok. my housing estate had a blackout on tues. but lucky only for 15min. i couldnt find the torchlight lorhs. fri was super duper malu. B U Day. so "UNIQUE" larh. RETRO! NOT malu. tsk. Grease lightning and That thing you do. bernice chia's dress sense is like super good. green. haha. and tt philana neo act enthu lorhs. sickening.
today had O level chi listening compre. it was ok but im not confident. nvm...at least it's over.
THANKS! to those people who wished me Good Luck for my listening. Love you ppl loads! so cool lorhs...the listening compre was broadcasted thru the radio. symphony 94.2fm. had 1/2 hr of classical music b4 the listening compre started. almost fell aslp. they should have it on pwer98 or perfect10 then i wun be so slpy. then after listening went to orchard wif sam neo and suhui. they ate brunch then met anna at macs. then we went to shop arnd until 2.20. my leg almost broke. then we went chijmes. very very crowded. but i still love tt place. our sch's cheer routine ROCKS! then accompanied jas and jennyline for their duty. then jennyline and i helped the tchers to carry some stuffs to mrs sim's room in RITZ CARLTON. rich. then when the both of us were at the door, i saw a pair of feet. i thot it was a small kid larh. but when i went in...i was like "erm..." a guy was sleeping on the bed larh. to jennyline, he's a grown up. but to me, he's a teen. so scandalous lorhs. then he sleep until so dead lorhs. i dropped the cover of the box and i screamed, he still sleeping. then the tchers and the both of us were so noisy and he still can continue sleeping. so pro. then jennyline and i were wondering if he's mrs sim's son. haha. then we left chijmes arnd 7. came home so tired. haiz. dunno whether i should go help chooting tmr...see first. gotta pia hmwk. so many things due on tues. sheesh. tata~
i was blue-d at 12:09:00 AM