Wednesday, November 22, 2006
im excited cos the trip is coming! (it's just tommorow! hohoho) but at the same time, im sad cos of
something.
nvm. i'll enjoy the trip! and come home safely! (:
; i wish you were therelove is a riveri wanna keep flowing
i was blue-d at 11:28:00 PM
心有余而力不足this feeling is just isn't nice. i seriously don't know how to help... ):
Cambodia OCIP : The 'L' Factor!tmr's the day (:; hold my hand and pull me through
i was blue-d at 2:53:00 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Happy 17th Birthday Ming Yee!!how to survive life in cj and vj without you! love ya girl! (:(this whole post is typed in PINK! i know you love it please. lol.)
i was blue-d at 12:13:00 AM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
i was blue-d at 8:16:00 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
super brief updates! (cos i cant really rmb what actually happened and im too lazy/ tired)
Mondaywent to ICA with chris (he extended passport and i made new one). then training. oh tian. i dint get enough sleep the night before so i was damn tired. plus i felt like puking. so training was super horrible. then OCIP meeting. wow nothing much to say cos nothing interesting happened. then christina and i went to roller blade. ok traumatizing experience. maybe next time ask shirley to teach me. right palm had a cut when i fell. sigh. then went shopping! hohoho bought all the clothes needed for OCIP. and i saw the clutch tt i wanted!! (yay i want to get it!)
Tuesdaywanted to train but the wound on my right palm hurts. so didnt train in the end. )): went for lunch with eugene, zihui, esmond and kevin. heh. then met 06S45 for class bbq. attendance:19. not bad la! haha. ok la...i can't rmb what happened. only rmb the cycling and being sooooo tired at the end of the bbq. lol.
TodayOCIP meeting. wow learned Khmer (cambodian lang). laughed a lot. stupid jia qing's translations made me laugh like siao. super difficult to say Khmer properly pls. (oh i almost sprained my ankle when i wanted to help deon ask smth. pain!) then pizza for lunch! then joined ARC for gym session. omg my first gym session and i almost died. confirm muscle ache tmr. but the exercises do until quite shuang la. must build up endurance and strength. ((: yay. then went back for OCIP meeting which was rather boring alr. then went to town with eugene, shun yuan and zihui. ok i was dying. ankle pain, wrist pain (did not lift the weights properly), wound on palm still hurts and super tired aft everything. so i kept whining until no more strength then became super quiet. lol. how to train tmr!! )):
8 more days to CAMBODIA!
i was blue-d at 7:05:00 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
(: new training schedule! but didn't get to train yesterday...went down too late and all the lanes were taken (plus everyone took very long to train). so...we (sihua, eugene, khai, shun yuan and i) went up to the tree house and played cards! yay. ((: hmm...then went to suntec for carls jnr. jia yu (j2) joined us! heehee. walked around and i was super tired again. came home, bathed, dinner, went online and i went offline before shun yuan, chris and eugene! woah. like first time la. slept early.
im a good source of entertainment for usual gang hor! (bet u guys agree)
then went to clean my old house today (with my family). omg please. the dead cockroaches (and lizard) scared me. and all the stuff is sooooo dusty. wow and the glass on the coffee table fell and broke into pieces. (i screamed) lucky it didn't hurt anyone. so i helped to sweep (wow!). then chiku asked me to call her cos got smth important to ask me. wow la. haha super important qn pls. lol. then i was helping my dad and bro move this bed thingy. wow la..my bro let go of it and it landed on my finger. and my skin got scraped off. like thanks...
next week is going to be filled with OCIP meetings and trainings! how wonderful. no spare time.
i was blue-d at 4:01:00 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
PW is OFFICIALLY over!!!omg unbelievable. waited soooooo long for this day to arrive! and i managed to train 4 times this week despite having pw on 4 days. heheh.
as pw is over, shun yuan and i had nothing to do after training today. wanted to go hougang mall at first but we later decided to go jurong east with jenny and look for zihui there.
wow walked until i wanna die (stand during training, stand thruout the journey to jurong east, walked to IMM). daiso is freaking luan4! lol. so many things there. like a maze la...took so long to find zihui. (think hide-and-seek) but shun yuan managed to find her. lol zai. then rotted at Kopitiam (err...had super late lunch) then rushed for the shuttle bus. and slept on the journey home, standing up. and i malued myself on the bus. like thanks...haha. soooo tired can...came home, sleep and forgot to watch goong. ok i shall sleep early tonight. yay. cos OCIP meeting tmr. coach is coming tmr...but i dunno whether i can train! why liddat!
you think you very big issit! like please lor. piangs.
i was blue-d at 10:43:00 PM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
hello! my whole body is aching from PT yesterday. hohoho this shows how long i've never exercised! ahhhh the rain spoilt my frisbee plan la!
anw. good news everyone!
ORAL PRESENTATION IS FINALLY OVER! omg whee! rocks ok. but i fumbled when i was presenting and i was soooo super nervous so i spoke super duper fast. like wow. my stomach was aching like mad...cos i rushed out of my house without eating breakfast plus i was so super nervous. so yah best combi. oh i got the most difficult question for OP. like thanks...haha. they asked "there were efforts made by NEA, TUP and RAS, so why TUMP?" and "If the efforts made by them were not able to improve the situation, what makes you think TUMP will be able to do so?". i think the qns were along that line. wow. haha lucky i did some research on that last night cos i spotted the question! smart sia. lol. so i sorta prepared my answer last night. yay. used some examples that i found on NEA's website in my ans. hohoho. hope my QnA can help to pull my overall up. ((: aft I&R and GPF tmr, PW will be officially over! omg. i can't wait. pw is making me sick. lol.
ok i shall go sleep for a while before doing I&R tonight.
goodbye OP! (:
i was blue-d at 4:44:00 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
sigh. i'm feeling lousy. eh don't need to feel, i am lousy what. ):
training just made everything worse today. i'm so weak la. physically and mentally. ): i know i can't give up just like that...but i'm just disappointed with myself la. qi wang yue gao, shi wang yue da. (lazy to type out the chi characters).
so difficult to appear happy every day...bottling everything inside me just hurts me even more. ): whenever i have some time alone, i'll start thinking and make myself sad. i'm sad okay.
bring me to a faraway land and be a farmer la. anywhere away from school will be fine. ):
i'm going to cry again.
where were you when i needed you most...
i was blue-d at 7:12:00 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
sigh. lazy to post photos. no mood also. have been feeling sad for the whole day. this time of the year is the worst for me. hate OP (feeling really miserable cos of it), want to train but not mentally prepared (scared of disappointment), OCIP (will miss trainings and sec 4 class gathering cos of it). sigh. so many things gonna happen...im scared/not prepared/cant sort things out. i just keep crying...why...
Turn Back The ClockAnother day is endedAnd i still can't sleepRemembering my yesterdaysI begin to weepIf i could have it overLive my life againI wouldn't change a single day(chorus)I wish that i could turn back the clockBring the wheels of time to stopBack to the days when life was so much betterLying here in silencePicture in my handOf a boy i still resembleBut i no longer understandAnd as the tears run freelyHow i realise they were the best times of my life(chorus)You might say it's justA case of giving upNo
But without these memories where is the loveWhere is the loveIf i could have it overLive my life againI wouldn't change a day(chorus)Why can't i turn back the clockBring the wheels of time to a stopBack to the daysOh no noI remember whenLife was so goodI'd go back if i couldOh oh i wouldn't change a single dayDon't let the memories slip awayI wouldn't change a single dayDon't let memories slip awaythat's almost like how im feeling now. replace the picture of a boy with days spent in st nicks or the first 3 mths in cjc. ):
; come dry my tears
i was blue-d at 7:56:00 PM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
yesterdaywent to j8 with my dear michelle and cheryl! omg i miss them to bits and pieces! watched
Death Note together! it's nice! those who haven't watch...go watch! haha. then walked around j8 for a while. how i wished we had more time to talk! ): must meet up again! and must date liting, piggy and chiku too!
todaywent for training in the morning. (: trained for 20min before joshua, chris and i sat down to chat. lol then coach came! woohoo. almost all the j1s came down then she talked to us for quite long. (: talked about lots of stuff...how to improve etc. then continued dry firing. wow 1hr 20 min of dry firing today. my knees started to hurt and my back was aching like mad. lol so i dint live fire today. not mentally prepared too.
then usual gang outing! had lunch at PP where all of them had LOADS of fun, i believe. AHEM. they should know why. one big family, right la right. we have complicated relationships. lol. then 4 members of usual gang (zihui, khai, eugene and me) went to vivocity. totally impromptu outing. haha. that place is super confusing and crowded. i got pushed around like nobody's business. and i hate it. and we walked around until super luan4...cant rmb which places we went to. lol. oh and that 'pool' at the 3rd level...oh man. i cant believe there're kids 'swimming' there la. -.- so errr...not say very clean ah.
shall post photos another time. when blogger is feeling better or i'll use picasa later. see how. lol.
i was blue-d at 10:04:00 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
i love usual gang! they brighten up my life in vjc! ((:
i was blue-d at 11:22:00 PM
ran on last friday (with shun yuan) and monday(with khai), tuesday(with piggy) and today(with eugene). woohoo. i'm officially addicted to running or something (like what ming yee said). haha. ok i'm mad. -big grin-
anw had OP rehearsal today. haha we were planning our skit. and i saw something that i wasnt suppose to see. censored. like omg why did i turn my head at that point of time?! haha i ran out of the class laughing non-stop. then went back to class and everyone started laughing...until the teacher next door came over and told us that we're very noisy. oops. anw, our skit is hilarious. i kept laughing please. i want OP to go away! boo.
i was blue-d at 8:20:00 PM